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- @ "BESTIAL INFLUX" (Part Two) By Andrew Campbell 1993
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- Rain lashed furiously across the glittering orange paving stones and
- drifted across the roads in thick ghostly blankets. Lightning fired
- down from the heavens, momentarilly allowing me a shocking white
- glimpse of the houses that lined the street through which I was
- running.
- My shoes clatter-splash-clattered along the silvery-orange sidewalk,
- my dress had pasted to my body, my nipples had become hard, stiff
- bullets and the world had begun to wave and blurr as my vision
- transformed into nothing but a sticky entanglement of tears and rain
- drops.
- I had no open arms to lovingly receive me. No one wanted to know about
- my mind-numbing ordeals, my deathly experiences or put up with my loud,
- babyish wails. I was nothing to the people who lived here.
- # Nothing.
- An ugly girl is a something that defies nature : girls are supposed to
- be beautiful, adorable things ; quiet, timid and soft in nature. A girl
- without beauty is a cruel abnormality, like a bird without wings.
- God, I thought desperately as I scampered blindly through the night,
- He is the creator of all, the ruler of the heavens and the great
- decider of everthing ; He chooses what, when, how and why ; He is the
- one and only being that determines who people will be, what they can
- do, and what they shall look like.
- Why then, I almost whimpered in that feeble, confused voice enclosed
- within my skull, why am I so ugly? Why did you do it to me? Why did you
- make me the subject of some cruel, heartless experiment?
- God, or something high up in the clouds, gave a deafening cry of rage
- and objection and I felt the earth shudder beneath my feet. Lighting
- ripped the heavens apart in bright, silent flashes. Rain, as hard and
- as cold as fragments of hailing glass, thumped into my dress and filled
- my hair with sparkling diamonds.
- There was a moment when I was so impossibly cold, that I left my
- running body and arrived at the party again. I stood before the
- chatting, smoking, laughing people and listened to them curiously. The
- chair I had thrown was now stacked neatly on top of the table, amidst
- the buffet of sickly food and battery-acid drinks. Shelley was still in
- her same position, thrown across the table with her legs poking out of
- her frilly little pink skirt.
- I looked at Mum. She was a pale woman with short golden hair, clipped
- into place impeccably with a sparkling ruby slide. Her dress was tight,
- short and revealed much of her cleavage. She had rosy cheeks and a
- pleasant smile, but underneath, written on her thumping heart, was the
- word "SHELLEY" - in huge bold letters.
- Dad looked at me. I felt deeply for him. He was tall, slim, dark and
- handsome - a talented architect - with strong, muscular limbs and a big
- chest as hard as rock. His hair was black, neatly combed and matched
- the thick bushes of his brows and his dense moustache. He was a man who
- forgave children for their mistakes, no matter how serious or trivial
- they happened to be.
- "Dad are you cross?" I asked him quietly.
- He smiled at me, as though he had only just become aware of my
- presence. "Hello Linda." he said in that gentle story-telling voice
- that had soothed me to sleep during hundreds of restless nights.
- "Sorry Dad, but I don't want to be here." I told him, in delightfully
- fluent English. "Don't be cross at me, please."
- He grinned. "Hello Linda."
- "Dad?" I waved my hands. "Did you hear me?"
- "Hello Linda."
- "Daddy?"
- "Hello Linda."
- "Dad don't keep saying that."
- His grin broadened, his eyes sparkled and his voice increased in
- volume. "Hello Linda."
- Mum looked at me. "Hello Linda!" she said simultaneously with Dad.
- "Please don't say that." I pleaded, frightened now.
- Ignoring me, they said together : "Hello Linda!"
- Then, everyone joined in. Every face whisked to mine, every mouth
- curved into a grin. Shelley looked up from her position on the table
- with giant smile scorching her face. Paul's mouth had stretched
- horizontally, almost to the lobes of his ears. Uncle Colin was now
- standing up again, composing the whole lot of them with his over-active
- hands.
- "HELLO LINDA!" They chorused cheerfully, voices echoing the room.
- "Don't do that!" I cried, backing away from the table. "Don't-"
- # "HELLO LINDA! HELLO LINDA! HELLO LINDA! HELLO-"
- Some of them rose up from their chairs : old ladies with sickly yellow
- eyes, old men with grey beards clotted with writhing maggots ; Uncle
- Colin with clumps of purplish-red flesh drooping down from the ends of
- his fingers ; Paul, now a massive hairy werewolf-creature with a
- misshapen head and a crocodile mouth lined with gigantic incisors.
- Shuddering with terror, I backed further towards the door, the party
- monsters drifting after me like a swarm of zombies.
- It was when Paul struck me with his yellow, lizard eyes and released
- an ear-piercing inhuman roar, that my mind screamed the image away in a
- flurry of bright white stars and plunged me back - head first - into
- reality...
- ...I was staring through dark trees, listening to the gently
- evaporating echo of Paul's imaginary wail. I noticed the rain had
- stopped and the thunder had died away, and I stood with my hands by my
- sides for a few moments, breathing slowly, contently, as though I were
- partially asleep.
- That was when something big came tumbling out of the sky.
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- It appeared from the clouds in the shape of a dark coconut and sank
- behind a distant line of black trees before hitting the ground with a
- dull thud.
- There was no explosion, no bright light or anything that might have
- indicated to me that a meteorite or a comet had crash-landed ; just a
- simple thumping sound - like a large brick reaching the bottom of a
- deep pool of water.
- It was the deadly silence afterwards that scared me. I could hear
- nothing anymore... no rain pattering against the leaves, no wind
- howling, no distant thunderous rumbles.
- It was as though the object, whatever it was, had taken away all the
- noise from the world in a micro-second. I became aware of the chilling
- darkness that surounded me for the first time since I had escaped from
- the party. I was standing alone in a dense wood with nothing to aid my
- vision. Everything was pitch-black apart from the bluish-purple clouds
- that were drifting like the ghosts of whales through the unsettled
- skies. I couldn't even see the ground on which I was standing.
- I have to hear something, I thought wildly. I have to know that the
- world hasn't gone completely silent. I have to make some sound right
- now or I'll explode.
- "Uhhhh!" I gasped and heard both of my ears pop consecutively.
- I was panting and the woods were alive with tiny dripping sounds and
- creaking branches. There was a light wind rustling the leaves of the
- trees, creating a sound that resembled a rough sea.
- My limbs stiff with freezing cold, I began to take several blind steps
- forward, reaching out with my arms as I made unsteady progression. My
- mind was numb and malfuctional with confusion : how had I arrived here
- in this place? What was that black shape I saw fall from the heavens?
- How am I going to get back home? Do I want to go back home after what
- happened at the party?
- I heard a thumping sound.
- My body froze in a walking gesture, left foot raised off the ground.
- Even though my hair was drenched and half-plastered to my face, I felt
- several strands quiver and uplift with shear fright.
- It took me a full minute to realise I was listening intensely to my
- own frantic pulse ; my over-active heart beat, so loud it sounded to be
- crashing against the prison-bars of my ribs, desperate to be released.
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- I remember heading towards the line of trees behind which the coconut
- had fallen, but I don't think I ever reached it. Several times I
- tripped and fell, and in most instances I scrambled up from the soggy
- ground and trundled onwards without any hesitation. But I eventually
- collapsed through lack of energy and ignored my thoughts of returning
- home. I was so cold and disorientated and hurt, the only thing I could
- manage to do was submit myself to the woods - at least until dawn.
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- I heard the footsteps even before I opened my eyes.
- Dry leaves were crumbling beneath the weight of something very large
- and heavy. There sounded to be an odd third footstep too, or perhaps it
- was something being dragged along - like a walking-stick. There were
- birds chirping away merrily all around me, some of their calls were
- distant, others very close.
- Like a newly born butterfly unfolding it's wings, I fluttered my
- eyelids open and stared at the immediate view. I was laid sideways
- across the ground with both of my hands tucked under my head and I
- could see greenish-brown leaves and narrow blades of grass spanning
- away from my face at a slightly sloping angle.
- "Jethuth Chrith!" I hissed and launched upright, in time to see the
- leaves of a nearby bush frantically wave and dance. A rustling sound
- echoed from in that direction and at least three twigs exploded.
- I listened sharply, breath held.
- The rustling noise suddenly stopped, not far away.
- "Hello?" I said, scanning the bushes curiously for any signs of
- movement. The feeling of being under scrutiny, being observed, was
- overwhelming and unsettling. "Hello? Ith anyone there?"
- There was no movement, no visible reaction to my calls.
- I began to shuffle backwards, waving my head from side to side. My
- hair was wirey and soiled and my party frock had transformed from white
- to brown overnight. My limbs were stiff and ached terribly, and I had a
- lot of trouble moving without emiting painful wails.
- "Is anyone ther-" I began to cough and wheeze. My throat was dry and
- agonisingly sore. I was hungry and thirsty ; so much so, I could feel
- hot digestive acids desperately eating away at the lining of my
- stomach.
- I rose to my feet and patiently allowed dizziness to pass away, then
- stared at those enigmatic leaves that had rustled and waved only a few
- moments ago.
- "Ith anyone there?" I said weakly. "Pleath... I need help. I think I'm
- lotht. Can you help me pleath?"
- There was no response, just as there was no wind. The air was fresh
- and pleasantly cool and clusters of dull, greyish clouds lingered
- motionlessly overhead.
- Rubbing my throat, I took a step towards the bushes, then paused,
- scanning the immediate area. The wood looked so expansive, dense and
- complicated... I started to feel uneasy.
- What if I could never find my way out? What if I was trapped here for
- ever with that person hiding in the bushes?
- "Hello?" I called one last time before mingling with the leaves and
- the ferns. I began to wade, like a nervous swimmer through a rough sea,
- across the barricade of thick, wet bushes. Twigs and branches popped
- like firecrackers beneath my weight, and the sound of my legs, my body
- and my arms - all in motion - formed a swishing, rustling, scurrying
- sound like the noise of a vunerable prey walking blindly towards a
- predator.
- Running water became audible so suddenly, it was as though someone
- had switched on a tap. Subconsiously, before I even laid eyes on the
- stream, I knew it was there and I felt unsettled about nearing it.
- But my throat and my sticky, itching body protested against my
- feelings and demanded I continued onwards.
- I reached the location with the taste of vomit stinging my throat, It
- was as though I had a tub of out-of-date yoghurt swilling around in my
- mouth.
- The stream was narrow and filled with protruding moss-coated rocks.
- The flow was fast, noisy and somehow comforting. A line of yellowish-
- brown dead leaves raced down, battling with the waves and crashing
- against the rocks. I tried to imagine some little men surf-boarding on
- them as I knelt down, but my mind was too confused and distorted to be
- able to think of anything even slightly humourous.
- Deciding that the sickly taste in my mouth was the worst part of my
- condition, I leaned over the grassy embankment and cautiously lowered
- my lips into rippling water. My technique didn't work very well and
- sucked up a few dry leaves. I cupped my hands and slurped greedily from
- the water I managed to scoop.
- I scanned the bushes very intensely, before taking off my dress and
- washing my sweaty body. I rinsed my filthy socks, wiped my shoes over
- with dock leaves and generally freshened up.
- I took a last drink from the stream by cupping my hands again, but
- this time I felt something round and solid fall half-way down my
- throat. I fell onto my hands and knees and began to cough and spit. The
- thing, what ever it was, didn't want to come back up. I sat, wiped my
- eyes, took a wheezy breath and prepared to be sick.
- Then, I swallowed.
- The thing, the lump in my throat, washed all the way down my food pipe
- and became lost in my abdomen. I coughed some more and then decided to
- give up the hopeless battle.
- The bushes rustled again, but this time the noise did not sound very
- distant ; it sounded close again. There was a thudding sound too. It
- was a gentle, almost pleasant noise, that came and went in three
- separate booms.
- My eyes wandered from the bushes to the stream again, this time I
- followed the flow right into the darkest trees.
- There, less than a hundred yards away, I saw the coconut.
- It was simply a pitch-black elliptical shape, half buried in leaves
- and branches, but it was the definite source of the stream.
- Then I heard a gentle hiss. Like someone breathing close-by.
- I turned around and there was something inhuman standing before me. I
- opened my mouth to scream, but I was far too late.
- It shrieked and plunged me into a cold, silent darkness.
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- # Fear abounds in the next chapter...
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